I thinking about why I want to be a mafioso… or rather why I adore all mafia stories.
Of course I can’t be a mafioso because I’m just a girl and honestly…
I don’t need violence and crime and murder in my life.
Then why I fell in love that stories? Why I want a tough guy? Why I dreaming about it?
What I want? Money? Respect? Power? I’ll tell you.I want a family.
The family stick together. I want a big family, where I get respect and loyalty..
Where I can count on everyone and of course everyone count on me too. It doesn’t matter whether the relationship by blood or not.
I’m watching many times The Godfather movie…and I really envy. I want to be a member of the family. Or I would like a similar family. I don’t thirsty for blood. Jeez… I’ve got a panic attack if someone broke into the car window when we sit in it (It’s been done already)
ehhh all the same. I love all stories, I dreaming about it and maybe once I’ll have a own big family.
I hope at least.